A little girl delusions about a jealousy

"I want to be a victim soon... even if that's only the mouth of a selfish desire of a merciless man... Even if it is nothing but a savage processing activity with no pretext of exclusive instinct." For the beautiful girl who can only get a pleasant feeling in the delusion of harm, jealousy is a sweet drug like drugs. This is a five-volume book, with the girl's quirky desire to "please let it go. "